Sunday, March 29, 2020

VAN GONE-VILLE 3: A HAUNTING



Les-Baux, Van Stein



With Van Gogh's birthday looming up tomorrow (167 years), a good time to finish Van Gone-ville:



We need lodging nearby so that Van Stein may return to the the asylum that night and paint it bathed in moonlight. 

Around the Alpilles—rocky hills—sits the perched medieval village of Les-Baux-de-Provence, and nearby La Cabro dOr, an 18th century stone farmhouse, now an inn whose restaurant possesses a Michelin star. 

That cuts it for me, even if the price associated with Michelin unnerves Van Stein.  (“I dont suppose theres a Dennys around here?”) 

They give us a pair of rooms diagonally across a topiary garden.

The three-course supper is superb, bested only by a full-bodied Bordeaux, and vintage Armagnac, the perfect set up for a good sleep—for me, not Van Stein, who must drive back to St, Paul de Mausole, 30 minutes away. 

Hes got to paint, even though—or especially because—he’s hes on the edge from jetlag, sleep deprivation and non-stop loco-motion.

I settle into my cozy, cave-like room and prepare for bed, enjoying the still of the night until bored to sleep by CNN…

Bang! 

A loud explosion to my right jolts me from deep sleep. 

I lurch upward, no clue where I am during the first few seconds of consciousness. 

I twist my head to the right, expecting to see a big hole in the wall from whatever bomb detonated. 

But the wall is intact, along with a small radiator affixed to it, which Id turned off. 

So, what was the loud noise? 

A radiator burp, magnified beyond reason by the silent countryside? 

I get up, take a peek outside the window and see a very bright full moon hanging high in the sky before looking across the garden to Van Steins room, which is dark. 

I check the time—just past two o’clock—and slide undercover  relax, fall asleep, another deep sleep… 

Until a hand grabs my right arm, just below my elbowa real physical grip. 

I awaken with a start, absolutely certain that someone is standing next me wanting to explain why they wanted me to wake up.

But there is no one! 

I am absolutely astounded that no one is beside me, even though the mere presence of anyone would require serious explanation. 

The grip was that real.

The bedside clock says 3:45. 

I get up, drink from a bottle of Evian, gaze out the window:  A bright full moon, hanging lower than before; Van Steins room, across the garden, is still dark.  He must still be out there, poor bastard. 

Shaken (literally, having been shaken awake), I pop the TV back on (CNN) and I notice the TV clock says 3:15.  

Wait a minute, isn’t it 3:45?  I look back at the bedside clock: it now says 3:15. 

Thats it, Ive had it.  I decide to stay awake.  

But I dont.  CNN—as usual—induces sleep…

A knock on my door.  I awaken, walk to the door, open it.  

Van Stein stands in front of me, expressionless. 

“You made it back,” I say. 

Van Stein says nothing; he backs away from the door, motioning me with his arm to follow him, a bright full moon hanging in the sky behind him. 

“Something wrong, Thomas?” I ask. 

He does not respond, just keeps waving me toward him.

I awaken from this dream.  CNN is churning news at low volume; I fall back to sleep…

A knock on my door.  I awaken, get up, and open it.  Van Stein stands there, expressionless. 

“Thomas, youre not going to believe this,” I say, “I just dreamed this.  Whats going on?” 

Van Stein backs away, says nothing, motioning with a wave of his arm for me to follow him into the darkness, a bright full moon hanging overhead.  “Thomas, what the hells going on?”

I wake up again, mind agog.  I get up, splash water on my face.  Its about 4:30. 

No more sleep, I resolve.  

But soon Im snoozing again.  

Until my mind wakes up and my body stays asleep—one of those sleep paralysis episodes where you want to open your eyes and move, but your muscular system and every other part of your body refuses to budge. In other words, your mind has awakened but your body hasn’t.

Now Im in a coma! 

It takes about two minutes, but I snap out of it. 

And snap generally. 

Its 5:15 and I want out. 

Van Steins room is now awash with light.  

I shower quickly, dress, stride across the garden to his room. 

Through the window I see him, spread-eagled on his bed, face up, fully clothed. 

“Thomas,” I hiss.  “Are you alive?”

“Huh?”  He opens one eye.  “Hard to say.”  He closes his eye, turns onto his side, trying to shut me out.

“Get up.  Were leaving.”

“Now?”  He turns back, opens both eyes.

“Yup.  No time like the present.”

“Why?”

“Meet me at reception,” I say.  “Ill be checking out.”

Its still pitch dark outside.  I return to my room, pack my things, hoof to reception, where wait staff are cranking up, brewing coffee. 

“I need to check out,” I say.

They tell me the woman who handles checkouts has wandered off. 

“Wandered off where?”

“She comes soon.  Five minutes.”

I pace.  Van Stein stumbles through the door.

“Would you like coffee while you wait?” asks a waiter.   A very un-French offer:  complimentary anything is unheard of in these parts.

“No,” I say, wanting to leave a.s.a.p., not wanting to be delayed by coffee, not even free coffee.

“Sure,” says Van Stein, groggy from lack of sleep.  He sits next me, rubs his eyes.  “I just got back an hour ago.  Hell of a night at the asylum.  Why are we leaving so soon?”  

“You believe in ghosts, dont you?”

“You know I do.”

“My room is haunted.  A spirit or a ghost or something tried to eject me from my room.”    

“Im not surprised,” says Van Stein.  “Theres a lot of ancient stuff going on around here.  I felt it last night.”

“Did you happen to feel a real grip on your arm?”

“You felt that?”

“Not only.  Its been going on all night long.  First it woke me up with a loud explosion.  When I wouldn’t take the hint and leave, it grabbed my arm, as if to say, This way please.  It tried to fake me out with the time, making the bedside clock seem later than it was. When none of that worked, it used you to lure me out.”

“Me?”

“In dreams.  Youre knocking at my door.  When I answer, you dont say a word, just beckon me out after you.  Twice.  And now, because I didnt take the hint, its trying to keep me here.”  I get up, amble to the breakfast room.  “Any news on that check-out person?  Its been twenty minutes.”

The coffee guy blows a raspberry and shrugs.  “She must come soon.”

“She must.”  I return to Van Stein, sipping free coffee.  “See what I mean?”

The artist takes another gulp.  “This coffees good.  And you’re suffering from franticism.”

I sip coffee, eyes frantic. 

The check-out woman finally appears.  She prints out a bill.  I scan the charges.  “Yeah, everythings fine.”

“Do I use the card you checked in with?” she asks.

“Do it.”

She does.  It doesnt work.  She tries again.  No authorization. 

“Okay,” I say, “If Amex doesnt want the commission, well give it to MasterCard.”

She runs it, looks at me.  “Non.”

“Impossible.”  Now I blow a raspberry.  “That one always works.”

She studies her credit card gizmo.  “Maybe this does not work.”

“Okay, heres what we do,” I dig into my pocket.  “Cash money.”  I count out four hundred euros.


“I must make you receipt,” she says.

“Not necessary.” I say. “Im good.”  I fly out the door, throw my luggage into the car.

Van Stein follows in slow motion, loads the car with his gear, which hed stacked outside his room in the topiary garden.  We climb in.  Its still pitch dark, a full moon setting, as we approach the electronic gate.  It is supposed to open as we draw near.   It does not.  We wait a full minute.  Nothing. 

“Holy-son-of-a-friggin-whoremaster.”  I open the door, get out, and trot back to reception.  “Gate wont open,” I bark.

Two French women look at me with astonished expressions.  

“Impossible,” snaps one.  The other blows a raspberry.

“Im not lying,” I say.   “It really wont open.”

One of them hands me a magnetic strip card.  “Use this.”

I gallop to the gate, run the card.  Nothing happens.  Again.  And again.  Same result.  (Some shrinks say the truest definition of insanity is when someone does the same thing over and over again and expects a different result.)

I sprint back to reception, thrust the card in their faces. 

It does not work.  Let me out.  Now!”

They look at me like Im not only a lying American but Im stupid as well.  And crazy.  One of them rises, follows me out and runs her magnetic card through the slot.  Doesnt work.  She opens a small door at the side of the gate, presses a button.  Nothing.          

Im too desperate to gloat. 

She blows a raspberry, stumped.  “This never happens.” 

Like its my fault.

“What now?” I’m desperate.

“I go see.”  She stomps off.

“Go see what?” I call after her.  Van Stein is snoring beside me.

A few minutes later, she returns with a new magnetic card.  

She swipes, the gate glides open.




Friday, March 27, 2020

ALBERT OF MONACO: CAUGHT IN ANOTHER BIG FAT LIE






Prince Albert of Monaco denies passing the coronavirus to Prince Charles


Speaking to RTL French Radio on Thursday, the 62-year-old son of Prince Rainier III and the former American actress Grace Kelly confirmed he was with Prince Charles at an event for Water Aid on March 10 in London. 
“I was at a roundtable for his foundation, but I didn't shake his hand. I was at the other end of the table, way far away,” he said in French. “We nodded hello to one another, so I don’t think I can really be accused of contaminating him."




Albert of Monaco
"At the other end of the table, way far away"




MEISTER ECKHART DAY





Thursday, March 19, 2020

FLIP COIN # 7







For flipping when it's time for the animal spirit within you to decide.


Sunday, March 15, 2020

TOILET PAPER: THE NEW CURRENCY?






Once upon a time it was salt. It was (still is) useful; needed to preserve meat, etc. So ancient people used salt as currency.

Then, around 800 BC, people had the bright idea to mint metal coinage, mostly bronze and silver; gold for the very rich.

Trust the Chinese to introduce paper money.

Paper money in the USA was once backed by gold and silver, redeemable in the real thing.

That got phased out by bankers and the politicians in their pockets. 

Now it's just paper, based on nothing. Just like toilet paper but with fancy inking.

And the way the Fed is printing new money (another trillion) based on nothing, you might as well start using one dollar bills to... well, you know what.


Photo: Oscar







Thursday, March 12, 2020

KEROUAC: WOULD-A BEEN 98 YEARS OLD TODAY







October 2017



Onward we roll across the border into Massachusetts, to Lowell, the birthplace of Jack Kerouac whose 1957 book On the Road was my early inspiration. 










Note Kerouac's orb hanging out on high.

I had wandered  Larimer Street in Denver five years earlier with Van Stein looking for Jack’s ghost. 










Jack Kerouac Alley
Painting: Van Stein


A week after that, the artist and I motioned to San Francisco’s North Beach to visit City Lights Bookstore, where Kerouac and the beats congregated, and Vesuvio, where they drank. 













And now here I am in Jack’s hometown, Lowell (“a Lowell point,” says Huckleberry Howard, glumly gawking at grim city streets), a blue-collar town known, these days, for boarded-up diners, tattoo parlors, and addiction problems (and our final stop on a marathon drive from Washington, DC to Portsmouth, NH).








Lowell is also where Kerouac’s bones eternally rest, in Edson Cemetery. 



His simple gravestone—on Lincoln, between Seventh and Eighth—is littered with items left by pilgrims like me:  A Jack Daniel’s miniature, a can of Pabst Blue Ribbon, a shot glass emblazoned with Jesus, a lot of pens.  


I leave a wooden nickel good for a free beer at BoHenry's, a bar I once owned.





Nearby, a more recent memorial wall, is inscribed, “The Road is Life.” 








We all, in life, are on a journey, on a road—and it’s definitely the journey that counts, because the destination is the same for everyone.